Lesson of the Spirit
Yesterday I had a very strange vision. I saw a huge fresco covering an entire wall, but the image was obscured by black smoke. As the smoke cleared, the picture began to emerge. It was a woman killing a snake.
“This is part of a story erased for centuries.
Women were not everywhere, as they are now.
But their role, the role of the feminine principle, was largely oppressed. Fear seized those who saw her abilities. It’s not about brute strength or encyclopedic knowledge. It is something else. Her sensitivity awakened what was sleeping inside.
Her sensitivity, the role in the birth of life, the creator’s role planted in her. Through this role one can feel the process of creation, the coming-to-be of life and its emergence into the light.
There, in the dark, in the mother’s womb, the child feels calm, surrounded by darkness. Why? Because he is in union with his mother.
And so you, being in union with God, even surrounded by absolute darkness, disorder, chaos, pain, torment, suffering, feel protected, feel like a child in the mother’s womb.
And it doesn’t matter whether she will be a mother or not, but something else in her matters. It is the capacity to create and to love, through feeling, through understanding that subtle world that is foreign to most. A kind of spiritual complement to the matter that exists.
And when she rejects the creator’s role, attempting to take on the alien, imposed role of a man, she closes herself off from her abilities.
To live oneself, accepting all facets, is the great good.
Women were feared, women were loved, but they were rarely placed in their true rank, for fear of being overwhelmed by her will.
Because of this, so often you suppress yourselves, your desires, your abilities, your skills, hide them so deeply as if fearing someone will notice them, that someone will discern in them some danger.
But the moment you allow yourself to reunite with your true inner beginning of the feminine form, you can awaken in yourself that hidden potential that breaks any boundary of the permitted, of what has been taught to you for years. Not because it is right or wrong, but because the fear of your manifestation is the fear of that system which continues to look at you with caution, warning, and anxiety.
And this anxiety, this worry, is transmitted by resonance into the depths of you.
Where you are anxious, where you are troubled, where you fear losing something, missing out, not making it in time, there is only the reflection of your unreadiness and unwillingness to fully reveal yourself.
As soon as you allow your true self to be, everything around will transform, and the space will arrange itself to support your unfolding.”