Dissatisfaction with oneself now comes from the human soul's need for transformation, the need to expand the boundaries of understanding the new world and to perceive the energy flows within it.

Everyone manages what they must, for each manages according to the measure of their readiness. Even if it seems to you that you are not managing—this is not so. You cope within the limits of your abilities and possibilities. Everything else is merely your desire to expand those limits, and that desire is growing now. More and more people feel contradiction, disagreement. As if the soul were rebelling against the mind. It feels cramped in a cage. The soul senses changes in the subtle plane of space—hence your displeasure, your desire for more, your demand for more.
You expand the boundaries of your possibilities by giving the soul room to express itself. It is like the opening of a portal. Do not treat this as dissatisfaction; you must understand and perceive it as a gift. Within you a need is being born to widen new facets of seeing the world.

Imagine this energy inside you, imagine the true divine light within you. Imagine how it slowly forces its way through the thick currents, releasing outward, illuminating everything around with a quiet, warm light.

This is only one of the stages of your soul's transformation. One of the stages of knowing yourself. Simply feel and walk in trust.