Advice from the Spirit

Sin is not when you do not understand, but when you do not strive to know. Inaction, laziness—the enslavers of human minds.

The atonement for sins is self-knowledge.
God does not need your "forgive me" when you yourself cannot forgive, when you do not know what you do, when you do not accept the true truth within you.
But where you go through the lesson, there you come to forgiveness yourself.
Not by asking or praying, but with gratitude to God, to the One who points out your way.
Learn to forgive inside what you see outside. And humbly walk your road.