Lesson from the Spirit

"The great riddles were built on a tiny understanding of immutable values.
The whole Universe is a reflection of one great riddle.
Wherever you go, your knowledge will not be boundless. Sooner or later, in any sphere, you reach a certain dead end where the desire to know more intensifies a hundredfold.
Your knowledge is only an illusion of the permission, the measure, the boundary to which you have been led.
It is mistaken to assume that you are those who know everything and can answer any question. Undoubtedly, there are wise people among you, yet all that wisdom rests only on visible, basic knowledge. Everything beyond what is permitted to you is inaccessible for many of you to see and know; more precisely — it opens only to a few.
But not because they are chosen, rather because they chose the path of knowing.
That is the difference.
Each time you look at someone through the prism of chosenness, you only sink deeper into delusion.
As long as you rely on that, you will not move, you will not take a step. Ask for the true path of yours, your chosen path, to be revealed, and it will open to the eyes of the seekers and the mouths of those who cry out.
You cannot desire more than you yourself want to know.
"Spirit of mine, I beg you, allow me to know more than I have ever dared to ask. Allow me to walk the chosen path that leads me to the One Spirit. I beg you, unfold the gates of knowledge before me."

Some kind of stairway in the middle of the cosmos. It seems to go sometimes down, sometimes up. But however I walk, I walk straight. As if it changes, adapts to my steps. Around are many files, some booklike cells. I don't know, it's hard to understand. Symbols, various colors, shapes... Only by touching something does it light up, become brighter, as if it manifests from emptiness, becomes visible and accessible. Like an ordinary book in the hands that you can hold and feel.

"The gates of mystery are closed only to the one who closes them within himself.
As soon as you allow the revelation to happen, you will be surprised at what you can read with your own eyes on the written pages of your book.
Try to open up; do not forget that you are the bearer and the vessel of that great mystery you wish to comprehend."