Lesson from the Spirit

They show a huge cube on which I am standing; its surface is covered with water, and that water falls down in waterfalls from all sides. The water is ankle-deep, now warm, now cold. When I went down, the waterfall parted, and I saw the texture of this cube: many, many little locks in it. All different locks.
"What is this?"
"Locks-traps. By opening each of them, you will lift the veil a little."
"What must be done?"
"Do not be afraid to approach."
When you see such a multitude of locks, you begin to lose your way. But gradually, opening one after another, you begin to understand the mechanism, the principle of its construction. You are afraid to open because you fear to discover the truth there. Everyone has their own hiding place.
"Why open these locks and how do you do it?"
"Approaching a certain brink, you will suddenly begin to notice your world shaking, crumbling, collapsing. That is the very threshold of self-awareness. But to know yourself, you must reveal yourself, removing this hiding place, turning it into a shining crystal of the soul, purified from your fears, from those beliefs you mistakenly took to be right."

They show how the last lock is removed; the cube falls apart into four parts and a huge rhombus-shaped crystal appears, white, radiant. It seems to sparkle, light-dust radiating from it. Then it shimmers blue, then violet, then yellow, as if pulsing, as if alive.

"Do not be afraid to reveal yourself, to release those secrets that hold you back, that bind you. Do not be afraid to seek the truth within; only by discovering that true part of yourself and accepting it will you gain lightness, freedom from tears and torments, and a reward to yourself in the form of knowing the truth that you are, in the form of the Creator’s true unconditional love. So be it.

Open lock after lock, observe what is there, who is there? The one you have hurt? The one who hurt you? That place where you bowed and accepted with words, leaving and hiding everything under that lock? Stashed everything in your own storehouse of fears and unworked secrets.

Remove boldly one lock after another, accepting yourself in all these cells.
In each key that opens these locks find your consolation, liberation, lightness, your blessing. So be it.

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"What is this crystal?"
"The crystal of clear-knowing."
"And what about what I don't remember?"
"There is the history of past incarnations that resides in the subconscious, and these unworked fears and secrets—they block the unfolding of the subconscious, prop up the door you are trying to open.
Mentally open each lock until this cube disintegrates into many particles.
Your fears and your secrets that you keep deep inside, afraid even to show yourself.
You have ajar-ed the door; begin to heal with the divine flow of the primal source."

From those cubes that propped the door, butterflies and light particles flew out. The door opened, and there were many portals; everywhere everything is different.