Lesson from the Spirit (The Wheel of Fear)

I am at the very top of a huge Ferris wheel, and far below me there is a great distance to the ground, several kilometers. Down there a forest is visible. The car rocks.
"Spirit, what is this about?"
"About trust."
The more you worry, the more the car will sway.
This is a very interesting instrument, a tool for testing yourself, for testing your readiness, a tool for revealing fears.
Imagine this enormous wheel. The car opens and you sit in it. The journey begins, the ascent — that is the path. Watch how with every second the ground is farther away from you, the ground and everything that was on it, everything that tied you to your life, everything stays there.
We rise.
"What is the first fear?"
"Despair. The fear of despair is one of the most treacherous fears; it blocks not only your soul but your mind as well. This fear makes you not just panic, it makes you give up, turn back, lower your hands.
Look at yourself sitting in the car, how your hands and feet are bound, your mouth sealed. You can do nothing. Direct to yourself the true flow of the Absolute and watch how you become free.

Address your Spirit with a request to direct the healing flow of the Absolute's energy to heal each fear."

"Next?"
"Fear of loss. Find where you once lost, where you lost yourself.

Fear of disappointment. Where you were not understood, where there was no attempt to understand you, where you did not want to, did not act, did not know how.

Fear of being wronged. Where you were hurt and where you hurt others.

Fear of despondency, sorrow, loneliness. Look from the height of this car: everything stayed down there, you are here, alone.
Look into your own eyes, peer into the heart of your fear, look at yourself sitting in this car. You are not alone.
(Many projections of a person appear in the car; it becomes filled.)
Heal your self-unlove.

The very last fear is the fear of yourself, being at the top of this wheel.
Fear of yourself, of your deeds, of your actions, words, and thoughts. Fear of alienation and of not accepting yourself, fear of being unaccepted and rejected by others.
From this comes the desire to conform to society's needs rather than your own; when you fear yourself, your deeds, you fear other people too, not only yourself. When you do not accept yourself, you do not accept others, for the Spirit is one, it is in each of you, and you are all one. By not accepting yourself, fearing yourself, you do not accept God within you, you do not accept the people around you.
You begin to exist in a paradigm of rejection, in a paradigm of wrongness, of a life order gone awry. You live beyond the horizon of the true path, not understanding how to get onto the right trail.

At each stage of every fear, direct the true ray of the Absolute's energy into their healing. Lift, looking into your own eyes, layer by layer, and heal.
When you have done everything, look down. What do you see there? From what you see there you will understand whether those fears remain or not.

This wheel is nothing other than your fears; by embracing them you will heal yourself, help yourself rise one step higher. Fear blocks not only your mind but the development of your soul, your own spiritual growth. Do not be afraid to manifest, do not be afraid to be rejected; accept it as a gift. So be it.

With the help of this tool you can heal various of your fears.