A Lesson from the Spirit

Fidelity to keeping silence.

Where you cannot speak, where you are afraid to show yourself, where you expect blame and persecution for what you say, there you only hide, because at some point you swore an oath of fidelity to keeping silence.
And as a faithful performer of that role, you carry this burden, not understanding that the threat is gone. It no longer exists as such and never did. Your fear of being rejected is only a reflection of your inner unreadiness to see and accept what you were being prepared for, what you strove toward.
And you, like a frightened child, hide under the table, eyes shut, thinking that you will not be seen.

And yet your inner interest makes you hear, feel, understand what is happening around you, because you are tuned to that frequency of receiving information where you must reveal yourself to the world.
The unwillingness to appear in the world is not about cowardice, but about unreadiness, about experiences unknown to you because you do not remember all that has happened to you. You do not know. From that not-knowing arise your doubts and insecurities.

But as soon as you realize that all this has been lived by you more than once, you will immediately be able to let go of any demands toward yourself and toward the surrounding world that accepts you despite your doubts.
And where you move into acceptance of this, your next growth will begin.
You kept fidelity to silence so long that you forgot what exactly you were hiding from others. Which mission you carried and what information you concealed for so long that you managed to forget it, and therefore began to doubt, and therefore became overgrown with those insecurities that consume you to this day.

As soon as you allow yourself to live through this state as something you have already experienced, you will learn to move forward with trust in the world, with an open heart and a kind, pure, sincere soul, burning in your gaze, in your words and in your actions, revealing your true essence through that inner radiance of the original source once placed within you.