During today's practice I was once again in the paradisiacal expanses.

During today's practice I was once again in the paradisiacal expanses. The colors there were ones I had never seen before! Such bliss! On a little mound there was a tree with strong roots that lifted the soil and a green crown shaped like a sphere with white flowers (like daisies), and the trunk was thin. I asked the spirit who was with me:
— What is this?
— This is your tree.
— Why such a thin trunk?
— Just as a tree needs nourishment, you need energy.
— And what do I need that energy for?
— You answer me. Answer: what do you want, what do you strive for?
— I want to act in the way that pleases God.
— No, you want someone to make the decision for you. But what do you yourself want?
— I want people to be happy, for everything to be in harmony.
— You are a healer of human souls, — he told me.
Then a gray cloud with lightning appeared and Babaji descended (as I understood). He held a multicolored sphere in his hands and then I felt that sphere inside me; it spread like ether throughout my whole body. Then I saw a golden statue of Shiva, and felt that someone came up to me and seemed to hold their palms over my head, and said, “Now I will load energies.” I asked what energies; I was told — the energies of the cosmos, the energies of being. Waves began to wash over me, as if I had been caught in a storm on a raft, and then I felt a vibration beneath me, as if everything were trembling.